Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Monday, May 23, 2005

An empty heart, filled with paranoia

I'm leaving my craziest girlfriend & insane-iest lil'one typing on their own, looking for POKS. Hahah! Well, the two of them can really make my night so DAMN bright lah huh. Too bright already, dearest two. =\ Thanks anyway. <3 Both wanted me to say that I love *coughsAHEMcoughs* them. :\ Yeah, I l-o-v-e michelle & anne. :D

Chariot is playing on the player now. So beautiful, I love. (: I'm still not done with the english project yet. :\ So dead. I don't know how to do the reflection lah. Oh well. :
I'm going crazy in msn. Really bonkers. Girlfriend & lil'one has the same nick & display pic. It's making me quite mad. :\ Especially when I'm feeling upside down now. Ohwells, let them have fun. I'll shut up.

I was thinking if what I did was right.
Maybe I should have just let everything go, let the past leave.
But I can't. It's so easy to say let go.
You taught me how to love but never taught me how to let go.
It seem so easy for you to move on & get yourself another girl.

But why is it so hard for me?
You shouldn't be still up on my mind, you should be gone in the memories.

PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF I DIDN'T SAY I LOVE YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY.

; stick with you